An Ink To Remember

Its Finally 2014, Checking on my last blog post, It was 3 years back! I'm shock to even find out that the blog page is still here. *Lucky Me*?

Anyways, Why am I back here you may asked? I just felt like typing actually. Basically it comes down to mainly my tattoo. Yea that's right I got myself inked! I've been asked why of all things I chose this particular image to be permanently drawn or planted into my skin for eternity?

I got myself inked on 24th September 2013, and the artwork that was placed on my right arm was a cross. Now for the reason why would I put a cross on my arm.

Reason No.1

The man of the house, a strong role model who struggled through thick and thin to make sure he would put enough food for all of us in the family of 6, was my awesome Lolok which meant grandfather in Philippine as I'm quarterly blood. My lolok left us to be with God in July 2013. It was indeed a great lost to us. Which comes back to my tattoo which reminds me of my great lolok that at times we bear pain and suffering not because we want too but is because we LOVE and CARE for our loved ones specially our FAMILY.

Lolok was indeed a great man, A man which i truly look up to as a role model on how he prioritise his duties as a Husband, Father and a Grandfather. Lolok you will always be missed and LOVED!!!

Reason No. 2

This reason may sound stupid to some of you but its because of a cherished relationship which I've lost which I really didn't expected it would end in such of a way. However, I have come to realise that what changes we make for someone it will never turn out to be the way we expected.

I took a hard time to change in weight lost, lifestyle, and practically almost everything I could in my power to be a better person. However, after battling for almost a year and half, nothing pretty much did change. Which then i came to realise that it was hard going through this change in life but somehow I manage to do it. To be honest I come to love this change in me, I've became who I wasn't before and I should really thank "her" for the first motivation to go through is 180 degree change in life. I feel better and I feel fresh, which put me to decide I should not stop just because I've lost the relationship but to keep on continue this path in life.

I do still love her but I too must carry forward which I glad that I'm coping quite well in the process on a smooth move on.

Two main reasons that put me into getting this ink on my arms as I'm a catholic and Christ carried is Cross for us to was our sins in that torturous moment to mount calvary and to die on the cross just so he could free us from the devil. Of course I wouldn't compare what I went through was equivalent to what Christ did for us but it was amy very own moment to mount calvary on coping with this change to save the relationship and for the lost of my beloved Lolok. It was a tough journey for me and this cross on my arm is a symbol that I would remember that I have come this far in life and should never to give up but to pick up what ever obstacles in life and take it to the next level!!

Paintball Frenzy

HCC Paintball Club Logo

Hola!! como ya se!! I wonder how long has it been since I last drop a new post up here. Well I'm back once again, and this time is about paintball!!

Recently I just got myself into a paintball team which is trains for tournament and competitions under the division 4 category, in another words the beginner category, I'm extremly high with my new found sport as I have always wanted and dream to join a team rather playing paintball just for fun and once in a blue moon!

Got myself my very first suit as and a mask which I got it for free from my coach! hahahaha! how lucky! Save RM 350 for a new mask. Well with this hype feeling for paintball, me and my buddies it time to start one in my college as well and just 3 weeks back Han Chiang College now has its very own paintball club!!! Well thats all I have to say for now! Hope that more members come in to join and enjoy the game of paintball!!!

Sprained!!!

Wat's up people!!! how are ya all coming into the new year? has everything been good?? as for me all is well, but yesterday dam had a sprained ankle from one of my paintball training!!! and now can say i'm just immobilize! lol!!

The best part was this, after having my ankle sprained at the training, i could still drove all the way home had my bath and went of to gurney for a nice movie till late evening, and only to find the sprained ankle to be seriously pain wen i got home! hahahahaaha!!!

Well, this is something we must really experience went we are playing sports. Anyhow chinese new year is just around the corner!! so wish all of you a very Happy and Prosperous Chinese New Year!!!! and the best part is ANG PAU!!!!!!! whooo hoooooo hooooeiiiiiiii!!!!

Welcome 2011

2011 is finally here and I cant imagine how fast a year have passed, nevertheless a new year to start over again.

It is time, to start over a new life, be a better person, I have to say to learn from all the mistakes I've done in the pass. I would also like to wish all my readers and followers a very Happy New Year, may the new year bring much joy and memorable events to come in life!!!

The Coming of 2011

2010 is coming to an end with just 2 more days to go, and many have been posting their new years resolution on facebook, twitter, blogs and even vlogs on youtube.

Well as year holds 365 days and for me my 365 days has been ups and downs. Hence I always recall what my mom use to tell me wen I was in my primary age. "suffer now and enjoy later in life" but non of us would love to suffer. This year I did go through a big bump in life which is the lost of my cherish relationship.

Well do not get me wrong, of being an emo person and stuff, but a five years relationship isn't hard to just let go and to carry on in life. I use to be someone who listens to break up stories all the time but now I know how hard is it. Starting a relationship is easy, maintaining I have to say is hard, but to move on in life is just plain torture. Lord please help me go through this.


Well besides the down parts I have to say my dream of playing paintball professionally has finally came true. I've always wanted to join a team and train for tournament and league and now is my chance. My suite is coming in soon from the states and I can't wait to be fully geared up and hit the fields and train for the coming Sultan Cup!!!

Well my new year resolution is simple.

1) Try to move on in life. I really don't want to be in this situation.
2) Train well and play paintball to a high level
3) Get wasted at least once
4) To live life to the maximum level
5) Establish my band to be known

5 resolution is enough for me and is gonna be hard for me to complete all this resolution but at least a goal is set for me to achieve. Wish me luck though!!

Fooled by the Clock

"Time and Tide waits for No Man" a very famous saying, that time is always precious and its our lost for not making full used of it. Well but have any one of you ever let time fooled you?? Well that is what happened to me the night before.  The story goes as I woke up at 9.30pm by my paintball captain asking me to join the team for a drink. Well it all went smoothly till I reached home at 12 midnight.

I was still widely awake, since I took a nice and long afternoon nap, with the cool and chilling weather which has been cooling the island of Penang for the pass few days. So I decided to start on christmas presents for my young little cousin or as I would call them the little cute monsters. hahahaha! So while I was starting on the present, I took a glance at my room's clock and it showed the time at 1.30am. Which I told myself at 2am I would go to bed since i had class at 8am.

Hence, being the natural me, I was so into designing the presents, as I was needed to paint designs on bag packs for my cousin, I got so into it and didn't look a the clock till i finished my work. After finishing I realise that I spend quite a long time into the designing which i turn to look at the clock and to my shock it still showed 1.30am. My clock literary fooled my by not working. So checking my laptop, it was already 5.45am.

Since its was just few hours to class I decided not to sleep then, and head out for my morning breakfast and am not in class typing in this blog post! HAHAHAHAHA!!! Well the class is naturally boring and thank God for net access!!! Whoo HOOO!!  

Just the Way You Are

Well haven't been posting up much but good news is CHRISTMAS!!! its just around the corner and just cant wait for the carols, family lunch and dinner and not forgetting PRESENTS & ANG PAU!!! hahahaha, my grandparents has switch from giving presents to ang pau(Red Packet) because they say is better to give us money so we can buy what we actually like than to give us a present and to be chuck aside.

Well a true theory but which is good as well. So just recorded a few tracks of covers with my mates and here are some of the video. Watch if you haven't and share to your friends as well.

So before I let you of with a list of videos, I wanna wish everybody A very Merry and Joyful Christmas!!!!